BACK TO SQUARE ONE
I doubt whether the title for this post is apt, but i have decided to put it to use anyway. After quitting my job, I returned home. Yes Im back home to "enjoy " my vacation, except that there seems to be little enjoyment left. I very much miss my job and freedom, life back in the uk seems to be such a wonderful dream that i have left behind. I mean it does sound stupid ( at this point, whilst I write) , considering I will be going back there 5 weeks from now.
Well i came back 2 weeks ago to mumbai. It will seem odd that none of my friends know about this.I dont know why i have decided to keep my stay secret, but i will surely meet them.........
Probably the main reason for this is that I feel oddly displaced here, I cant seem to get into a routine on a day to day basis. I feel useless and I have a host of very negative thoughts about myself, as demonstrated here . It is just now , that I seem to be coming to grips with the new lifestyle, of basically trying to do nothing.
Well, anyway, I have more to write about my life in the past two weeks, which has been interesting.The next post sould involve an odd Indian marriage and a Greek bridegroom.
Well i came back 2 weeks ago to mumbai. It will seem odd that none of my friends know about this.I dont know why i have decided to keep my stay secret, but i will surely meet them.........
Probably the main reason for this is that I feel oddly displaced here, I cant seem to get into a routine on a day to day basis. I feel useless and I have a host of very negative thoughts about myself, as demonstrated here . It is just now , that I seem to be coming to grips with the new lifestyle, of basically trying to do nothing.
Well, anyway, I have more to write about my life in the past two weeks, which has been interesting.The next post sould involve an odd Indian marriage and a Greek bridegroom.